Its Scary
when you find that the only thing you held onto,
the only bit of ground you've been standing on,
finally falls.
and you have the whole way down
to watch your world falling
slower than you are.
you hit reality on your way down.
and you get these few second of clarity
before you hit a piece of your past
that makes everything fuzzy.
Its Scary
how fast you can find something,
and then lose it.
and how sometimes you find somthing
that wasn't there at all.
and how sometimes you find something,
and swear its nothing, and you
let it go.
Its Scary
being left with nothing in the end.
you're falling with nothing.
and you're not sure where you'll land
because the only ground you thought you knew
fell apart.
